You are trapped in a moral matrix that you hate, so to speak.
You're blowing it out the back end, you haven't a clue about me, despite all my effort to clarify - all you want is what fit's into your limited imagination.
Oh and why the guilt? GOD HATES IT AND WILL SEND YOU TO EVER LASTING HELL - does a pretty good job of encouraging guilt in the innocent.
Remember every religious parent and teacher has that to batter their kids with - we love you, we don’t want you burning in everlasting hell dear boy.
The same “love” that would make a dad demand that his kid spend a hot afternoon suffocating to death on a Cross, so that his vanity could be satisfied.
Your higher goal is instant gratification and damn the conscience.
Sure in your twisted head maybe, but certainly not in my mind or conscience. Who said anything about instant gratification - You've left me thinking perhaps you have no conception about what it means to make love WITH a woman - to be sensitive to her wants and desires and to put her pleasure above one's own. To let her lead and teach, can you imagine such a thing!? Oh but please don't misunderstand it's not all sacrifice because the rewards of inhabiting that sort of loving partnership are AMAZING. They even last long after the moment itself passes - it can even bind folks together long after they've gone on to separate distant lives.
As for all this guilt you want me to be mired in - Remember I’m 64, my passionate battles with God and my soul are a half lifetime behind me. Things have settled down into a simple solidity most don’t possess. , Which yes, includes no guilt, since I have striven to be respectful and positive to the people who have entered and left my life. I’ve faced my sins and burned on a cross of my own making. So I have experienced by facing my own failings and matriculating to a higher state of awareness, of my and the human condition, that comes from surviving the trial by fire. Then we go on living our day by days.
When I listen to you and that need to twist every one you don’t like or understand into your twisted nasty preconceptions, as if that’s all their is under the sun - not in your last breath could you imagine me (or others) being an honorable person and deserving some credit, nah, you just need villains populating your world, is that it???
@3point14rat “The Bible is like a treasure map.”
To the same degree, so a rainbow.
Now that’s beautiful and spot on.
W4U, regarding my Dad, it wasn’t exactly a hard observation, it was usually a timely joke that got people to thinking - and yes you have a point.