Sounds like you don’t know enough. For example here: Sex And The Illusion Of Physical Form | HuffPost Life
Where the notion of you engaging with another human being is questioned according to science.
Or if you read psychologist Susan Blackmore suggesting that our self is nothing but just a collection of memes from the world around us so there is nothing we can point to as “me” or that is genuine about us.
Or how our vision is delayed by up to 15 seconds, that we live in the past sense-wise. That looking at a star in the sky isn’t exactly looking at a star but rather the light from it, that we you see might already be gone thus further eroding our sense of what can be real or not.
Like… if you think science learning inspires wonder and that stuff you don’t know enough or don’t understand it (or both).