This is a post from a friend. I was not in touch with her at the time:
With much guidance steering me, I knew I was detoxing the grief from my lungs. I was miserable. Not breathing well, coughing, spitting mucus, and exhaustion as my body healed. I knew this was something I had to trust my divinity with. I had been told my divine blueprint was being restored.
I began nebulizing with colloidal silver and specially formulated iodine as recommended by Dr. Darrell Wolfe. I began having clairvoyant x ray like visions which would show me a black spot and it’s location in my lung, followed by an intense light shining on the area. For 2 days following this, that area burned; I imagined it was similar to someone who receives radiation treatment. This was repeated many times, the vision, the light, the burning.
People encouraged me to see a doctor. I knew I had to allow the divine to heal me. Divine order and divine timing had already shown me their importance and efficacy.
As I allowed myself to be in stillness, I discovered there was no pain. If I was overcome by old programming and tried to do things, I suffered. So into the stillness I sank. I felt my inner child relaxing, sinking into a release of all obligations and actually enjoying the space of no expectations after a lifetime of producing and DOING. BEING felt divine.
I also had visions and clairsentient moments of ancient wounds being released; arrows and other such weapons releasing from the chest area. With each release, the intense chest pressure abated. The most recent experience shows me how close I am coming to healing. It has been a long journey and I anticipate complete health and abundant energy to return by year’s end.
Observing the dissipation of old programming to achieve, produce and bypass bodily messages to rest, slow down, etc. has been interesting. Knowing it is my time for rest as my nervous system recalibrates and heals, has allowed me to wrap myself in the luxury of self indulgence. Because I was forced to through survival, I became more important then anyone else, for once -and it felt good. All in all, it has been a great learning experience and journey into depths of Self. I am glad to be heading to the other side. Health is wealth. Healing from a higher level than that which created the problem is a multi dimensional experience.
She died on January 4th from advanced lung cancer that remained untreated. Although I support anyone’s choice about how to die, including their choice to not seek heroic, or any, medical options, I don’t think my friend choose in that sense. This looks more like denial to me. We had not been in contact while all of this was happening, but mutual friends were, and his post was on facebook, but I only just saw it.
Those close to her say she was at peace. Again, I’m so happy for that. It bothers me more that people who were near her supported her in seeking the divine to heal her. Her spirits were her own compilation of Chrisitianity, Astrology, alien consciousness, and who knows. They didn’t help her. Her “ancient wounds” were not released.
She was once a teacher. Who knows how many minds she has influenced. Even at the celebration of her life, I could see lessons were not learned.
Her story is why I support CFI.