Okay, what I understand is that it is a topic that really isn’t worth much of my time, it’s not interesting, no spark of life in it. I’m with the passionate living! I’d rather devote serious time and energy one grasping Earth sciences, I appreciate the extremely tiny, but I’m passionately in love with gushy biology, and evolution, and this once wonder-filled Earth, I’m into the wondering about what lies within my (our) bloodline and really starting to come to grips with our freak’n body’s evolutionary development.
Which is cool, you got the math, and the Planck scales of scientific speculation. Fine, I’m looking for a different audience. One that’s fascinated by living evolving biology and grasping Deep Time and the depth of what’s been unfolded these billions of years.
I’ll always see math as a fantastical insightful, revealing tool, but I’ll never descend to math worshipping.
One consisting of folks who study macro level biology and physiology with a solid foundation of evidence, and internal consistency.
I believe in digesting and understanding the facts that we have already amassed.
Something math will never touch on is the experience of us living within our own skins. Of your body, and why that makes you who you are. And that it’s not just about you, it’s about awareness, even allegiance and devotion to your forefathers and mothers.
The you that came out of your mother’s womb, as she came from her mothers womb, and your greater family. Appreciating how much they help form the unique you. You that processes all those various inputs through your particular lens, formed at birth, those first weeks and months and years, then lifetimes either dealing with their past and winning, or losing, or something in-between. Only to start all over again with our own, children, then before we know it, grandchildren and so on.
Then to get in touch with the reality that our mothers, grandmothers, and great-grandmothers and great-great-grandmothers and so on, keep going back, hundreds, thousands, millions of generations. I’m told such understanding is unimportant. I don’t think so! From personal experience, I can’t imagine anyone who seriously reads and digests Earth Sciences and becomes familiar with the past hundreds of millions of years and beyond of change and adaptation, can’t help but touch and impact one, deep inside.
I can only speak for myself, I appreciate on a visceral level that I am an element in the pageant of Evolution, and by-gosh it’s nice to feel comfortable and at home, within my body and this crazy imploding society we’ve created for us these days, with all it experiences, distractions, and horrors, that are starting to outbalance the our feeble attempts at a rational healthy society, and it’s only going to get worse. So having a better grip on yourself, will become more critical, not less.
I have lost all faith in the future, the trajectories terrify in every direction I look these days, nothing doesn’t seems to be falling apart, and our weather systems are just starting to get a head of steam on!!! That means the existential challenges will avalanche.
The systems we have relied on forever are crumbling before our eyes, because of weak, greedy people in position of power, who never learned any sense of responsibility for others, it’s all about me, me, me and what I can squirrel away, and there’s no savior out there.
But, in the end, I only have my one life to live, and today, I do my best with what I have. I hurdle my little panic attacks at bay fairly well. I’m on solid ground. It’s that simple. I appreciate the math, but the way you worship it above everything else doesn’t do anything for me.
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I can’t help but think some folks would like to learn more about that and discuss it. It’s the finding them that’s been a b… .
Even if we have an unbridgeable philosophical gap between us.