This has turned into contradiction, not a discussion.
It can even get a bit disturbing, when someone says they can’t relate to a certain feeling for instance. We only have words that describe sensations. If you aren’t feeling, maybe it’s not a meta conversation that you really need.
The CFI forum search is linking to this guy. He went for a long time. He kept finding things about life being an illusion, and he “couldn’t shake it”