It’s sort of like the blind men and the elephant?
Okay, there’s plenty of truth in that.
I read Kerouac’s On The Road while on the road, could relate to him, but he also had a damaging youth and was profoundly troubled and in conflict with himself, so I felt as much contrarianism toward him as I did attraction. Eventually I realized what was going on, I was never fueled by escapism whereas he, and so many others were.
I was enthralled by the Carlos Castaneda whom I discovered fresh out of high school. Couldn’t wait for the next one to come out. They were lots of fun for me during my Yosemite/Wawona experience. Then came the forth book, the culmination of the story, it was wonderful. - but the books continued, which totally blew up and revealed a deep phoniness, then ultimately the entire exercise was exposed as a fraud. I felt betrayed, it speeded my divorce from woo thinking, to something way more down to Earth, as in the natural physical world out there.
Alan Watts sounded so profound at first, but by and by his spell faded and it started sounding like just so much mucho-blah-blah.
I know I can’t answer your question and I look at this from a different direction than your’s but I think you might find this interesting, perhaps surprising.
Remember the Grateful Dead, the embodiment of West Coast hippies, what do you think they did with all their money?
https://rexfoundation.org/about
OUR HISTORY:
From their earliest days, the Grateful Dead received countless requests for help from community organizations, and became known for their generosity and their numerous benefit concerts. In the fall of 1983, members of the band, with family and friends, established the Rex Foundation — named after Rex Jackson, a Grateful Dead roadie and later road manager until his untimely death in 1976 — as a non-profit charitable organization, allowing the band to proactively support creative endeavors in the arts, sciences, and education. The band played the first of many Rex Foundation benefit concerts in the spring of 1984.
Following Grateful Dead lead guitarist Jerry Garcia’s death in 1995 and the subsequent dissolution of the band, the Rex Foundation has continued to make grants funded by the very elements that hold our community together: music, connection, fun, creativity and community spirit. Since 1984 the Rex Foundation has granted $9 million to over 1,300 recipients.
https://www.probonopublicofoundation.org
For the Public Good
The Pro Bono Publico Foundation takes its name from the motto of the Rex Organization. Rex’s founding in New Orleans in 1872 gave the city not only a monarch and a glittering parade to lead its Mardi Gras celebration, but also a tradition of service in response to the needs of the city. The motto Rex’s founders chose, “Pro Bono Publico,” embodies that commitment to service “for the public good.”