https://rationalwiki.org/wiki/Eckhart_Tolle
Xian, I had an interesting theory pop into my head reading that.
I’m wondering if you have become addicted to reading this stuff in order to keep from discussing your questions with yourself?
I mean if you keep your inner dialogue occupied with a stream of words from others (especially driven, professional others, insofar as doing all the things it takes to become profitable literary/spiritual/public figures) imaginations - so that you don’t have to sit-down and listen to your self and battle it out with yourself?