Also what about the so called rebuttal to criticism about the book (in the link that I gave).
What is your question?
That most questions can be just dismissed by saying its ego. Seems kind of meh to me.
It also doesn't explain the feeling I got from the first few pages. I think it went like "I can't live with myself anymore. Then I thought about it. I cannot life with my self. Am I one or two. There is me and the self I cannot live with. Maybe only one is real." After that a feelings came over like my mind felt calm and good but in my chest it felt like a small turmoil. I felt a little wired, and nervous, and oddly good. It wasn't that pleasant. But I have never got that reach from a book before. Even to this day I'm not sure how to resolve it.