Well, Mozart, you kept it shorter than usual. Thanks for that. Hard to tell what you’re saying though.
You might like the book “God Laughs and Plays”, by David James Duncan. Or his novel, “The River Why”.
I should look it up, but somewhere in “Laughs and Plays” he talks about the dignity it takes to be a non-believer. That continuing to go to worship despite all that the church has done or even just what the scripture says would be too much of a contrast to the love and caring that people are capable of. Even if they feel a pull toward a higher power or connection to something supernatural, the pull to what is real is stronger. Even though it seems easier to just give in and let go to that higher power, they choose to deal with the struggle here on earth.